I just woke up from one of those intense dreams that seem to last for hours - very detailed, real etc.
I was in a socialist country interviewing workers, politicians, professors, activists about their socialist system. They didn't speak English. I had a translator at some point... other points I was speaking to people who understood English to a certain degree. One point I was on the "socialist front" and had joined a group that was guarding enemy lines.
The last part of the dream I was with a group of software engineers that hardly spoke any English, I was trying to figure out what the consequences would be if I didn't do my job. They didn't understand, so I started messing with them. I'd interrupt their conversation. I'd go, "Blah blah!!!" when they tried to talk. They'd stick a CD in a drive and I'd take it out. They'd try it again and I'd take it out. I kept asking, "What would happen if I kept doing this???" They kept trying to be polite, not understanding me, and I was getting flustered because I hoped they didn't think I was just messing with them that I was trying to communicate my question... anyhow *finally* after seeing them beginning to get irritated they fell into a smile realizing what I was asking and said, "We'd fire you!!!"
I woke to my most burning question, "What if I wanted to start a business?!?!"
After I read about NASA's future, it made me think about what I'd do next if NASA were to fold, or fold Spoonbill out. It is a real possibility. I hope Mark agrees, think he does, that Spoonbill is really fun. It was almost an experiment at my wits end three years ago. This may sound arrogant, but I just can't see working for anybody else at the moment. I'm so so so so so so sooooooooooo glad that I don't work for my former employer!!! OMG!!! It was a mental death sentence. What if I would have stayed???!!!??? Ahhh! Panic!!! I'm sorry, but it is just true - for me.
Well! I best get my little butt to working! The Mark Polansky drawing is framed. Think it turned out good.
I'm looking forward to seeing that Polansky drawing!
ReplyDeleteI will be sure and bring it in to show you.
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