February 15, 2011

Timeline Compression/Expansion

For the past 5 years it's like something has been  pushing me through this restricted hole. Time got insanely fast and intense yet nothing happened. It all kinda stopped - squished me in a blur.  All the work I ever did was a travesty.  Every effort a pittance.  Just nonsense - speed.  A bob rushing along in a current into a hole.  Silly even but scary for me.

I don't know how I'm making it out of there, but I'm popping out the other side.  I suppose you could slide back out... but the real way is to fight through it.  It's hell!

The mesh grid is stretching out, color coming back, sunshine, time beginning to ease up again.

I almost feel like I'm 6 or so.  If this is rebirth, I really want to dodge the next one.  I hear there is one more :O

How did I do what I did?  I actually worked during this time.  Let's put an "if statement there why don't we...OO... lol... keyfob... yesh... vpn... dns... backup..." as the whole universe was reducing to a point, I made a company of two with a freaking pink bird with a spoon-shaped bill.  And my coworkers supported me, they didn't throw me in a padded cell!  That's awesome!

2 comments:

Kim said...

It is so joyous to see you coming out your depression.

Keith said...

Sounds like a digestive system squirted me on the ground. Ain't life grand.