You know, that's just stressful sometimes. I can't worry about energy shortages in 50 years this second... or how taking pictures of atoms in femtoseconds is gonna help cure cancer. I'm done, pretty much. I did some simulation crap. I'm tired. I can't fix Darfur. I was so tired today that I went to play some basketball and walked to the court with my shoes in my hand... but just couldn't go through with it... The inner soles were out... I'd have to bend over and feel my stomach... and it just seemed tough...
I don't want to hear any more PBS or Bob Dylan for a bit. Don't want to fix world. I can't even fix my kitchen. I suck. I don't want to be saved from hell. I just want to go fishin' one day and feel splashy. I want to be eliminated from having to deal.
I don't have a stressful job. I really don't have a job. I don't do anything. I've got no reason. I've got no deadlines. I just have to live. That is difficult enough.
I have a great family. Everybody is happy. I'm happy. I just want to quit my job that I don't do. I want a reason to get up in the morning, but don't want to be stressed for having a reason to wake up.
Maybe I should go outside and offer myself to the mosquitoes. I hate being itchy. I'm in the perpetual state of bliss or gloom. I want meaning. I want to create meaning. I wish I was rolling in money. I hate working for money. I hate and love everything. Blah.
PS: Why does a giraffe have such a long neck?
Because his head is so far away from his body.
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Hang in there bro. Love what you do...and love that you don't do what you don't do. You're very good at both. That's somethin' to be proud of bubba.
Remember...you have very good "luck"
This statment really resonates with me: "I want a reason to get up in the morning, but don't want to be stressed for having a reason to wake up." Let me know if you figure it out. Hey, that could be the the reason to get up in the morning, you know "to find a reason to get up that doesn't cause stress."
Yeah, "That could be the the reason to get up in the morning, you know 'to find a reason to get up that doesn't cause stress.'"
This reminds me of being in a barber shop where they have mirrors on both sides of the narrow room. Then the barber holds the mirror up so you can okay the back of your head, and all you see is millions of your head telescoping to an infintessimal dot.
And you say, "Looks good!"
I will tell you if I figure this out. It will be blogged if I do!
Robert, I'm still working on it. Think it's coming along :-)
Awesome, me too, I think.
Cool :D
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