I just solved that problem that had me "slobbering on the Pergo".
Now I love programming again!
This is why I like blogging. I come back and go, "Oh, what was *really* bothering me?"
What really bothers me is when I think the answer should just pop in my head and it doesn't and I start bashing myself.
So much of the time, answers just pop in my head and I don't have a clue how they appear... and I think one day it's going to stop and I'm going to be in real trouble... and I get all nervous and start blaming things that are way way out like "NASA Bureaucracy" or "The Man".
Some of the reason I have the trouble I have is because I push myself into unfamiliar stuff... which always has me in a learning newbie mode. This isn't bad. It's healthy. But sometimes it gets uncomfortable and I get tired of it and just want to "have a routine" (dinosaur talk)
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At the beginning of this school year Jake kept saying he was bored. I just could not understand this because he was having trouble finishing his work in school and had hours of homework. He was making 100's but not turning work in on time. I talked to his teachers and they could not understand why he was so unhappy.Then it dawned on me...he was not bored, he was overwhelmed. I had another conference and explained to the teachers that Jake could not just write something down; he had to think about it and make sure he was writing the best answer. Things have turned around and the teachers understand him and the way he works. We had some rough days but it was such a relief to be able to make progress and move to a better understanding. This is my drawn out way of saying I think this is similar, in a small way, to what you were saying! PS...I am getting off Effexor right now and my brain feels like I am driving on the ridges on the side of the freeway.
Thanks for writing back. I'll try to respond more later but just want to tell you that I hope things go okay coming off that Effexor. Effexor has a much shorter half-life and I had a very bad withdrawal off of it. How many days now? I feel for you. It's no fun - especially when your mood and alterations seem so real.
I just remembered reading that some people recommend another lesser medication to take while weaning off of the Effexor. I'm sorry!
Thanks for hangin' out, Vetter...
Thanks for hangin' out, Vetter...
I just saw a dead head sticker on a cadillac, something inside my head said never look back... caw caw caw
I hope all goes well with Jake. I was always the last in class to finish any test. I always agonized over them. Hope he finds a good balance between fun,learning and tests. It's rough out there. We sure put ourselves through a lot, you know.
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