But Really

This is so sick!  I think the last two posts boil down to: I am trying to solve a work problem and I am in that discombobulated zone.

So heaven and hell, what to do in postmodernity, nature vs man's structures, earthquakes vs deaths on the highway, hunting vs shopping for hamburger meat at HEB, gardening vs industrial farming, local vs global, disconnection vs connection, in the moment vs clickety-clicking...

All that.... most likely means that I need to fix a program that I am working on.  It's amazing how seriously I take my work!  It's ridiculous!